Yeah trying to cram more work into today than usual. Plus not really feeling my usual self, I was hoping work can drown things out. Situation at home is getting out of hand. I don't know I still feel like I'm on the edge of a breakdown. I'm starting to get slightly suicidal again. That's never a good sign. Plus sometimes it's even harder when the world don't understand people with depression and see that as a sign of weakness. You learn to hide it from people.
Self harm thoughts aside (which I'm not gonna carry out, don't worry.) work's okay I guess. I htink I've gained a bit of weight again too. *sigh* stupid winter.
I'll get over it. I hope. (Having Pete around helps. :) I'll slowly get there. Probably just start spending less time at home.
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